The distance between you and
me is unreal: sometimes it shrinks to a speck and dissolves, but then as soon
expands and throws us seas apart. Worse, once written, this fact becomes either
poetry or raving, and not the felt experience.
When I say I do not feel I'm
alone anymore, I keep the sense of my life at some specific distance away from
your life – the distance needed for you to support me. But isn’t that distance
between you and me unreal too? You could be thrown far apart the next moment –
so far apart from where I mightn’t even exist for you.
The only real within us is a
redraftable version of life. A version that burns down the bogus life lived up
to now, along with its trials and errors. But that, when written, becomes
either poetry or raving.
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